Randomchica

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Saying Goodbye by Randomchica, literature

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Saying Goodbye

Say your goodbyes, that's all you have left The memories remain in your heart Of good old times you shared together Now seem so far apart One of us is leaving To go away and fight The other stay behind And holds onto you with all her might Please don't go, I need you here Those words won't stop your now You say you must protect me But I need you here somehow The tears roll down my face Thoughts wonder through my head What if you don't come home again? Like you once said I know that this is hard for me To see you go and fight This makes me wonder to myself About what is wrong and right You are doing what you feel is best

Spinning Love by Randomchica, literature

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Spinning Love

I lie on my bed Starring at my ceiling fan Watching it spin, Round and round it goes. My imagination swirls Thoughts of your sink in What could our future hold? What dreams may come? The spinning fan twirls Round and round it goes. My heart beats Faster and faster for you. Your warm embrace Is what I'm longing for, The taste of your sweet lips If what I desire now. Spinning - round and round The ceiling fan goes, Like the blue and pink horses On the carnival merry-go-rounds. The fan never stops spinning And my imaginations continues to grow Wtih each turn a new chapter Of the possibilities that lie ahead for us.

Nothing Matters by Randomchica, literature

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Nothing Matters

Nothing matters when I'm with you, Time seems to stand still All that matters is me and you. Friends is what some call us. But my heart knows there is more. Our souls have a deeper connection, When our eyes finally meet, Conversations take place. Nothing matters when I'm with you, I feel safe in your arms, Bearing my heart and soul to you, You make me laugh and smile Wiping away my tears We call ourselves friends. But, we have this connection, Like we are meant to be together. Nothing matters when I'm with you, Time stands still As I gaze accross the sofa Your beauty surpasses your looks Shining like a star in the sky You

Racing Thoughts by Randomchica, literature

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Racing Thoughts

My mind is racing Just like those speed cars, Down a strip of highway How I miss your gentle smile, That look of encouragement Nudging me forward, It's always in your eyes Thought of you consume me. All my dreams - I see in you. You make me smile, Like nobody else can. Racing thoughts of you Create tears of saddness Each one dropping with a memory, This longing for you falls With every tear drop as I fall asleep. Come back to me baby, Come back to me again.

Looming Cloud by Randomchica, literature

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Looming Cloud

Sunshine seems to peek through, But than the Cloud resurfaces Everytime I see a ray of hope, Bolts of fear strike me down The smile on my face fades, But I bring it back again Those who kno wme see, They see the tears I'm hiding My love is deep, My faith is strong I believe in our love, I believe in you! Tears roll down my face again But it's ok as long as you stay, I long for you touch - Your gentle kiss and sweetness In my heart there is hope And I know I must wait Tears come and they go, But this love, this is fate

Mirror, Mirror by Randomchica, literature

A Stormy Leap by Randomchica, literature

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A Stormy Leap

Standing on the cliff, Looking over the edge Deciding upon my fate Do I stay or take the leap? Thoughts of doubt inside my head Insecurity arises again So I take a step back Away from the edge The clouds above me circle, Fear lurks inside A storm is approaching As thunder shouts for me Thoughts of doubt inside my head Insecurity arises again So I take a step back Away from the edge, again. My mind is racing with thoughts When lightening strikes a tree I stop - Frozen in fear Close my eyes and breathe Thoughts of doubt inside my head Insecurity arises again So I take a step bacak Away from the edge The wind begins to p

A Ring by Randomchica, literature

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A Ring

Wearing your ring of gold, Around my neck. Dreams of a future with you, What the heck? The blue stone shimmers In the lights reflection. My heart seems to quiver Whenever you look in my direction. To some there seems, Not enough time For out love to have grown, To be so divine. My heart loves you, and knows For now it's just your class ring, But who know the future, And what tomorrow can bring?

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Connected by Randomchica, literature

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Yet Again by Randomchica, literature

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Broken by Randomchica, literature

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Broken

The pieces fall onto the floor I scramble to pick them up. Jagged edges slice my fingers, Different shapes and sizes. Jumbled in a pile on the floor, I try to piece it back together. A shape begins to take form, But still it is rough. Broken edges Torn insides Ripped away Piece by Piece How did it break again? Everytime I'm on the floor, Putting this back together, My heart seems forever broken.

Numb- for the Last Time by Randomchica, literature

Sunset of Love by Randomchica, literature

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Sunset of Love

Sun's setting in the sky, The center is bright Gold, Orange, Yellow Filled with Comfort and Warmth. Off to the West Pink, Purple, Red Mixed with Desire and Love. In the East Deep Blue and Purple Create Fear and Confusion All you feel as the sun sets. The setting sun fills the sky As my love for you fills my heart. It too is filled with Warmth and Comfort, Desire, Love, Fear, and Confusion, But understand all - And it still means, "I Love You"

Always there by Randomchica, literature

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Always there

There you are, standing in front of me With you warm eyes and bright smile, Looking so deep into my eyes, into my soul You know me and will for a while. You are my love, I know you, and love you You faith in me is so strong. The dedication is so great, I wonder though, how long? Will you stay with me, through thick and thin? Through the good and the bad? Help me with my dreams and goals? Will you be there when I'm sad? I hope you will, wait - I know you will. You love me, with all your heart. You have given me so much, I hope we never are apart. Your love means everything! My lover and friend, I have faith in you, deep down

Growing Up by Randomchica, literature

When Will I Learn? by Randomchica, literature

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When Will I Learn?

I reach out to touch it, It's new and different, but than Ouch! Burned for the first time. I must take care of the wound. Bandage it up with a Band-Aid, But never forget - I'm scarred. Than something new comes along, It looks new and different, Not quite the same as before. I reach out again to touch it. Burned again! Scarred again! When will I learn? It's the same thing - Masked Love take many forms Each burns and scars Never do I seem to learn When, when will I learn?

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Pick Up The Pieces And Go Home by Tear-Drop-Fire, literature

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Pick Up The Pieces And Go Home

This lad knew this girl she was a virgin Every time he saw her he got this urge in Him to have her, She didn't seem to want him he was an evil lad But that didn't matter, he knew he'd still have her He's a thief, can't do nothing right So he thought nothing of taking her life Taking her body and taking her soul Thought nothing of leaving her alone in the cold. He always gets what he wants Thought nothing of doing something wrong One day he saw her walking towards him in the street, She passed him by and their eyes did meet She carried on walking up the street alone He too was on his own He went up behind her, put his arm round

Love by Son-of-Abraham, literature

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Love

In the tender years of youth, A rampant heart will run free. Seasons will have yet to pass Yet it shall know misery. Love is felt in such a way, That makes thoughts consume And reason betray. Many tears shed in vain, By the most desolate soul. Never more shall be his pain For new love will console. As men struggle for order, Society justified. Emotion does not obey, By no law will love abide!

Love? Ever-changing by smallfrie, literature

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Love? Ever-changing

Love? Ever-changing What is love but an expression of feelings, In the end only different ways of dealing With every single up and down Living through all the smiles and frowns Wanting to start but never knowing when Always waiting for when we can Show are love in its true form Such romance has been born When I look into your green eyes The emptiness inside me dies And with every single breath we take One day a happy story we will make But from what we did together Our future floating like a feather What for us is next in line? Twitching like an itch on my spine Cant reach it cant make it go away I hope in the end you can s

Ode To Kurt by nocturas, literature

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Ode To Kurt

Kurt, You left us alone in a cold dry world with faith depleating and heeding and tv numbing our feeling you knew our meaning. You knew our suffering. You saw what we were afraid of. face to face you saw it. You lived it. a reflection of your mind came out through your songs you could have taught us of what had surely gone wrong We saw your fear; the fear that maybe you didnt exist. The fear that maybe you're not who you thought you were when we look too long at ourselves all that we'll see an illusion of a person that only wants to see "Me" We never see us...too fucking obvious! Always with the God Damned hard way! did

Losing The Battle Ver. 2 by smallfrie, literature

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Losing The Battle Ver. 2

I look around the room and all I see Is this unforgiving world gazing back at me All the pain it brings lies within my heart so deep That my soul is stuck inside a never-ending sleep. I wonder if god, is a figment of my imagination Sometimes I feel forsaken, and someday will face damnation As I walk though life with my eyes straight forward The demons behind me make me feel so awkward. But I can do anything to combat these thoughts No one can know the demons I've fought And as I lie in bed and start to realize, That I'm in this alone, and I'm the only one that tries. And you will never know the demons I've fought No one will ever

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Racing Thoughts by Randomchica, literature

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About Randomchica

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Artist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 20 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: Finksburg, MD (good ol Carroll County)
Favourite genre of music: all types...depends on my mood
Personal Quote: "Love like you've never loved before, with no regrets and no expectations"

Favourite Visual Artist

alicia keys...

Favourite Movies

The Nightmare Before Christmas, American History X, Schindlers List, Big Fish

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Lifehouse

Favourite Games

Pinball and spider solitaire

Tools of the Trade

my heart

Other Interests

singing, ASL, poetry

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Randomchica

Jan 3, 2005

Guess who's back (maybe)

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Well, I made it through my 1st semester of college and glad to be on winter break. On of my really good friends is leaving to go to Iraq, which has been really hard on me. Some how I will make it through...I'm just kind of scared right now...worried i guess...On another note New Years Eve was great...David and I spent the evening together, which was a lot of fun. I love spending time with him. I'm going to try to get back on DA again...I've kinda had a "writers block" of some sort...but now I'm back. We shall see what comes about in the following months!!

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Randomchica

Jul 26, 2004

crazy summer

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im sorry i haven't written in so long, but things have been really busy this summer, between graduation, getting ready for college, and cleaning out my grandfather's house. it has been really crazy, but im loving it. right now im in Kansas, taking a break from all the crazyness back home in Maryland. it is nice to kinda slow things down. i do miss being home and w/the few friends i have. can be lonely but its ok, im proud of who i am now, and other people just dont stick around. im used to people leaving me...well enough with all that, when i get home i hope to start takeing more pictures and finding new inspiration. i needed a break and am s

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Randomchica

Jun 8, 2004

graduation

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things have been so crazy with the end of the school year coming...wow...i cant believe i graduate on Friday. it is scary. i am sad and happy about it. i mean i have so many friends i have made and it is hard to say goodbye because i have done it so many times before. i just hope that i dont cry and make a mess of myself. i know that tonight i might cry because everyone is speaking about memories and stuff. this year has been a crazy year for me but been a lot of fun and i have NO regrets. i have lived it up and had so much fun with everyone. i am thankful for everyone ive met and everything ive gotten to experience. i am also very very very

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cwedmart

Aug 25, 2015

That guy two comments down was me and now that it's been over 10 years, i wonder if you'll eeeever see this.

Tear-Drop-Fire

May 13, 2004

Thnaxs for hte fave on pick up the pieces

O-Wise-Master

Feb 9, 2004

thanks SO much for the fav

malcata

Feb 2, 2004

Hi

I really liked the photos of your galley, you have to take more, you have only 3.

Sorry I only talk about photos, it's what I really like.

Try to make too a Avatar to your page

Keep the good work.

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